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Walk to the Wires
01:54
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tonight i found the courage
to do a most horrible thing
tonight i will walk to the wires
and sing
life has no meaning inside
unless there's a reason for living
and in your case but surely not mine
you'll see
i'll see white lights
and the angels will descend for me
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2. |
Bayoneting Babies
05:19
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mother do you know what i've done
mother do you know what i've become
i sent you a picture from the front lines today
i hope you're receiving
father the youth they want to be me
father i tied that woman up to a tree
and i blew her fucking brains out
for the whole god damn world to see
bayoneting babies has lost its fun
and i've outgrown my body pit
mother i'm sorry for what i have done
i know you can't live with...it
trying trying to take hold of this life
and i'm dying dying through another one's eyes
the people here they fear me
i'm the wolf inside a sheep disguise
special treatment is reserved for my guests
sleeping comes easy with a hole in your chest
i just thought that i would write you
i wasn't prepared to say this
bayoneting babies has lost its fun
and i've outgrown my body pit
mother i'm sorry for what i have done
i know you can't live with...it
in the snow ice turning red
your face is growing old and there's an aching in your head
tried my best tried my best to make a change
so i killed as many people as i could today
bayoneting babies has lost its fun
and i've outgrown my body pit
mother i'm sorry for what i have done
i know you can't live with...
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3. |
Panic
04:27
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waited for the answer from you
hated the solution making everything true
blinding in its passion complexity
grinding no reaction force myself to breathe
panic calling far away
a rainy day but you'll never get the best of me
all i ever wanted was the truth
liar complication always seemed to fit you
breaking all the windows in my head
deceiving and your skin now you will shed
panic calling far away
a rainy day but you'll never get the best of me
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4. |
Frailty
05:50
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when it's tearing at the seams completely don't run away
life is so unkind it seems believe me it's all ok
when the wind is screaming through the trees and all you see is winter grey
when you try and let it slide when you can't begin to find the words to say
this is only human frailty
we are all addiction basically
there are happy endings or so i'm told
will i believe in anything or die alone
we all try to fill the hole with something panicking
we all scurry back and forth oblivious manic scene
some could say this was never serious well it's happening
when you live your life inside the lines you're in-between
this is only human frailty
we are all addiction basically
there are happy endings or so i'm told
will i believe in anything or die alone
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5. |
Can't Stop Dying
04:00
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when did it all go wrong i cannot say
but time keeps on slipping
do you remember how it used to be
or can you feel anything
you'll believe the lie that everything is fine
there is no escaping these memories of mine
decided just to wait for something
and then i watched the slow decay
i recognized a change inside me
i can wash these memories away
i just can't stop dying
i'm back to the beginning it's where i'm at
i tried to conceive it to my regret
but if I could just keep it all in check
i never believed it not for a sec
but you'll believe the lie that everything is fine
there is no escaping these memories of mine
decided just to wait for something
and then i watched the slow decay
i recognized a change inside me
i can wash these memories away
but I can't stop dying
i just can't stop dying
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6. |
Sea of Misery
05:19
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i won't let it get under my skin
the shape i'm in
when everything turns to lies
deep inside
i feel the walls closing in when i sleep at night
if i sleep at night
these blackened eyes have died a million times
this saddened soul has cried i'm lost inside
lord i've been so blind to the truth in everything
i want to rediscover you if anything
i would throw it all away for my sanity
but these demons on the inside they're haunting me
my memories run too deep
i pray my soul to keep
i'm thrown upon my rocky shore
from my sea of misery
my levity defines my everything
my simplicity denied and i'm questioning
why am i alive despite it all
i've picked myself up too many times to stop this fall
what if i'm just tired of it all
before you learn to walk you better learn to crawl
my memories run too deep
i pray my soul to keep
i'm thrown upon my rocky shore
from my sea of misery
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7. |
Pretend
06:20
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if i believed there was a half a chance
if i believed anything
nobody listens nobody understands
what is happening to me
we lived our lives in disarray
never thinking of the end
now you just turn and walk the other way
i'm too tired to pretend
find myself thinking this is just a dream
and then suddenly i'm not me
losing one piece at a time and it's hopeless
i know i'm not who you hoped i would be
something inside has been erased
i'm losing my legs again
what else is there that I can say
i've got nothing left to defend
just bury me
beneath your trees of grief
because I'm asking you please
to pretend for me
maybe in time this will go away
if there's anything left of me
i'll just sit here with one foot in my fucking grave
remembering everything
people are blind anyway
what can you expect them to see
carry my coffin or wash me away
it makes no difference to me
just bury me
beneath your trees of grief
because I'm asking you please
to pretend for me
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